enjoying the soft pack

i recently put on a benefit/party…Gender Bender Extravaganza…and i ordered a soft pack…i did not expect to feel sooo attached to the fake thing b/n my legs…but i love it= i felt empowered (which bothered me) b/c i love my vagina…but i want to wear this cock around…i like the bulge in pants and how it makes me feel…the girls and guys were fascinated at the party…this has opened up a whole new unexpected world within me…and it raises questions…for me…and for my friends and family…and will continue to…if i decide to wear “my penis” around…